Failure By Design


Category Archive

The following is a list of all entries from the Being Loved category.

Bliss

Bliss is when one kiss makes your heart race and your fingertips tingle.

Bliss is when being in his arms is enough

to make you sigh, close your eyes and smile like a fool.

Bliss is when you can lay next to him saying nothing until your breath

slows, you eyes close, and the two of you drift into a sweet, peaceful sleep.

Bliss is when the look in his eyes says so much more than any words can.

Bliss is when you fall for him even more with every touch of his hand, every kiss, and every amazing moment spent with him.

Bliss is sweet, honest, care-free, naive teenage love.

-Stupid Girl


Happy Again Today

I haven’t been happy this many days in a row in a long time. I feel so great. There’s still a little bit of drama, but it’s not much.

Last night I made a new friend. I made friends with a girl that I thought hated me; she thought I hated her too. She texted D. though and asked him to ask me if I would go over there to talk to her, but I had his phone so I texted her back. I went and talked to her, and it turns out it was all a big misunderstanding. The problems we’d had with eachother, was because of people telling us both lies, trying to make us hate eachother. But, we’re friends now.

On another note, D. and I are together. :) It’s great. I really like him alot, and he’s really sweet. It feels weird having his class ring on a chain around my neck. I’m so used to the other necklace I’d been wearing for so long, but last night Brandon got that necklace back.

12 days and counting…


Loving and Being Loved

“When you say ‘I love you’, its not because I want you or because I can’t have you. Its nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.” -Anonymous

Too young to love?? I don’t think so.
Too young to know exactly what that means?? Maybe.
Too young to be in love?? Probably.
Too young to know that there are many different kinds of love?? Never

Loving is scary. I’ve loved and I’ve been hurt.

I’ve pushed away some of the best people I’ve ever known because they loved me and because I loved them. I didn’t want to get hurt again. When, you let yourself love, you open yourself to someone else. And that scares the hell out of me. It’s easier to be hurt by someone that you love. When, you get hurt by someone that you love it hurts worse. If you don’t let people get close, you don’t get hurt. But, it’s awful lonely.

I don’t want to fall in love, but I’ve already stumbled. Maybe, I’ll catch myself before I fall. Or, maybe I’ll let him catch me. He’s amazing and I adore him. He’s too good for me.