Category Archive
The following is a list of all entries from the New Year category.
First Post of the New Year
The ending of a year. It always makes me kind of sad. It’s okay, though, because it’s balanced with a happiness about the New Year.
This passed year didn’t start out too well. I was depressed and angry most of the time. I bottled up all my feelings, until I just couldn’t hold it all in anymore. Then, I would let it out by cutting.
Then, the summer came, bringing some bright and happy days, but still there were mostly dark days for me. The new school year helped turn things around for me though. New friendship were developed and older ones only got better. I mad many new friends.
Chelsea is a new friend. I’ve known her for a long time, but I didn’t know her well. And, to be honest, I didn’t like her much. Now, she’s one of the besties. She’s my secret/messenger buddy. I’ve confided in her and she knows some things that even the best best friend doesn’t know. Other new friends include: Ty, Nick, Bailey, Mary, LAURA[i love it when you eat your tears], and many more.
An old friend that I’d lost touch with is Alexis. She used to be my best friend in the whole world. Then, because of some bad choices and mistakes that I made, we had a, sort of, falling out. She forgave me sooner than I expected her to. Honesty, I didn’t even deserve her forgiveness. [still don't] But, because of the one class we have together this year, we’re pretty good friends again, I think. She’s my art buddy and we have tons of laughs in that class. It really annoys Mr. Owens. [mr. owens-uh]
Friends that only became better friends are: Kristen, Rachael, Megan B, Lauren, Julie, Zack, Megan G, Emily, Schuyler, Ev, Coldy[dugan-berry], and many many more!
One friend that became more than that is Brandon. He’s amazing & he makes my heart flutter.
2007 was a year of endings. The end of the sad times. The end of a nasty habit, that I am recovering from & will always be recovering from. The ending of most of my anger towards my father. The end of most of the indifference/awkwardness between us. The ending of my hatred strong dislike for someone. I won’t say who. The endings of 2007 have mostly been good. There were some bad ones, too, but I can’t remember those.
2007 was a year of beginnings. The beginning of many new friendships. [with Chelsea, Nick, Bailey, LAURA, etc.] The beginning of better times with old friends. The beginning of a new relationship with an friend, who is a friend no longer, but something more. The begging of this blog. The beginning of a new respect for my father. The beginning of a happy me. [and me just getting happier everyday.] The beginning of me being a Brookers [on YouTube] fan. There were many more beginnings, of 2007 but too many to name.
2007 was also a year of learning. I’ve learned that it’s okay to cry sometimes. It’s okay to feel bad, as long as you don’t let it eat at you too bad. It’s okay to talk to people who don’t understand your pain; they’ll try and they’ll sympathize. I’ve learned that good friends can become best friends and sometimes best friend can become amazing boyfriends. I’ve learned that to be beautiful you have to believe that you are. [stepmommy taught me that] I’ve learned that you can find friends in the most unlikely people; even someone you’re supposed to hate. I’ve learned that life is for living.
2008 will be a year of firsts, of learning, of loving, and fun. This year will be one of the best yet. Have fun.
